My laptop crashed and I jz uploaded the pictures I took on Wednesday in there! All I could think of was, “please, don’t let the pictures be gone! all that pictures with damei, xiaodi, jiaching and jessica!” anything but those pictures! gosh, I should have back them up right after I uploaded them. So all I can do now is pray hard that all my documents, music and pictures are still intact and not lost to the cyberworld. I hope they can fix it. *fingers crossed*
On the bright side, I FINALLY[yes, like after 4 dinners] got to treat my dear kitchen crew to a dinner. a dim sum dinner that is. HAHA. it was hilarious, we ordered soo much that they brought the food to our table faster than we could eat.HAHAHA. The table was soo full that damei and I took pictures of it.hehe. And thank god those pictures are still inside my camera. haha. it was like we didn’t know where to start eating,really. But I am really glad I had a chance to treat them, to show my gratitude and thanks for everything.
And I guessed I really missed the pastry crew. The moment I went back[with darren], it was like I never left.LOL. I brought in the stocks, made the strawberry shortcake cream mixture for jessica and hunted for the chocolate curls for shumin. haha.I also wanted to lighten their burden a little cos all of them are falling sick and I can’t be there to help[even those I wish I could]. And I also stayed and talked. something I couldn’t do when I was intern-ing there. My life had revolved around the kitchen so much that it got to the point where I am feeling aimless now. And when you spend fridays and the weekends inside the kitchen for the last 6 months, your “return to civilization” can be very hard cos you don’t know what to do with the weekends. And yes, I am craving the comforts of the kitchen now. Never though I said that,right?
My last dinner with my pastry crew ended on an appropriate note, with damei and I going home together. And we talked all the way from farrer park to newton. During that journey, I learnt things about her, as a person, that I never got a chance to learn before and via versa. And, that memory, of that night, will always remain precious. Speaking of which, LYNN WAS A CL IN YCK GUIDES! A fact I only got to learn LAST NIGHT! god, why didn’t she tell me that earlier?? that would have made my life easier knowing that there is a fellow guide inside the kitchen! A person who would understand my love for camping and outdoor cooking. Over dinner, we reminisced about digging a 2 by 2 grass patch, campfires and 3am night drills. HAHA. and after finding out the guides jargon from lynn, damei found out my “rank” in guiding and she was like ” wa! your post in guiding is soo high but how come you are like that inside the kitchen?” hehe. love takes a long time to cultivate, especially that kind of addicting love. nonethless, I had a great time[as always] with my dear pastry crew! and I miss you guys already! pictures will be up as soon as I get my laptop fixed! 
